This is a total sync happening live as I write this Sunday the 10th of August, day of the drawing of the monthly lottery. As I was writing the story for the third WAITING acrosstic, I started thinking about how I have been sort of waiting forever to be able to fully physically connect to the long distance love of my life. We have been together ten years almost, and I've been steadily investing in that one life I love to live once no other connections are making it hard to realize.
Then I ran the program to generate the website pages, which also automatically gives me a list of acrosstic pages that have no story yet, and on top of that list was the acrosstic for DESERVE! Which made me realize that despite my Dad's often expressed conviction: "I never win anything", I should not let that hold me back from realizing I do have the gratitude and mind over matter to actually deserve winning the lottery for once, if only to make sure my lady can have the life of her dreams!
