Am I a freak? Most certainly! One of those people who are not content to just go about their life without wondering what the meaning of thios life is. Over the years I've come to see that for me, this is the very meaning of life: a constant exploration of the magic that surrounds us, interacting and playing with it, playing WITH God rather than playing God.
But is it ancient knowledge, or rather timeless knowledge? Who knows. Thus far I have survived all developments that might have put an end to my existence, and there certainly have been a few that might have ended in my demise. On the flip side of that, I've seen others in my world die, sometimes even quite close. Grandparents, two younger brothers, my dad. Are they gone, or caught in another reincarnation and hopefully living another life?