You may hear stuff that makes you think: "Yeah, I don't believe that Bullshit!" But wait till you are becoming aware of the ultimate reality that basically has your consciousness creating your reality! I've been thinking of this for quite some decades, and remember having had lots of ideas that I never fully pursued to their ultimate success.
But that is not needed anyway: as you live your live, you will find that ideas you have about how things go right or wrong, you will find over time that changes will happen for the best, if you only keep an open mind and an optimistic view on life.
