Some people are uptight, while others are relaxed to the point of falling unconscious. I've probably been both over the years, but it was a sort of a constant journey with ups and downs that overall resulted in a steadily ascending movement.
The idea that life keeps getting better led me to claim moorelife.nl years ago, and life has been getting better over and over again. But it also has been a more and more intimate circle. People leave, people die, and the ones that take their place are more interesting and fun...